• Budi a.k.a Idub (but, call me as everything you like)
  • Broken hearted since 1985
  • Spent days with coffe, cigarretes, punk, rock, blog and a damn bored life
  • Trying hard to find some pieces of intelectual skill in UNNES
  • Currently live at Semarang
  • mail:idubdibalik@gmail.com
  • FS/YM:idubdibalik@yahoo.com

  • July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005




    Monday, June 06, 2005


    MY OWN FUNERAL

    You let me stay untill the day of my destruction
    To watching you dancin' on the stage of my confusion
    And now I can't find no way how could I broke away
    And let me drag myself into your game I always play
    You drop me a nicest smile while you kill me at the same time
    It makes no sense that I always feels I'll be just fine
    It wasn't worth my time to wrote the best song again
    In the fact you gave me the worst things to live myself again

    I'm driving the hearse to bring myself to my own funeral
    And I can't stop to let me cry just for a while
    I'll be coming back and i'm trying to mend this pieces
    When you were better or I found the ones better than you.......

    Written by Idubrock in the darkness of the night when the clouds create a word "LOSER"
    *blum nemuin nadanya*